The dog — an ugly Newfoundland Dalmation cross who came to us with the usual paperwork (though we determined early on that she was a non-practising Coptic Catholic) — became so attuned to our daily peccadillos that she died the day after Christmas.
Shoshana objects to the holiday reference. [Must you always make it about you, Cotton?]
[Referring to a holiday that only you celebrate. Not me, not the dog. Ah, well done, you’ve put me in parentheses again. The square ones.]
They’re called brackets. Also crochets. Don’t presume it means anything.
[Splendid. Now could you take them] off me. Thank you.
The dog — formally named Augustinia, but lately referred to as Marigold — is beside the point. She is not our official pet. We have no official pet, because Shoshana and I are not an official couple. She is almost divorced, I am married elsewhere. Our living arrangements are abstract and erratic. Marigold is, I think, a name meant to be ironic. Will someone please kill irony? It’s become a tacky ‘70’s wallpaper.
I called her Marigold because of that splash above her eye. Didn’t it look like–
It’s a silly name.
And Augustinia is pretentious.
Did you ever even look at her? The slobbery jowls, her wet, sad eyes? How did that word even beam into your head when you looked at her? She wasn’t a bit dignified. She was sweet.
She was a functioning poop machine. She peed in geometric patterns across the carpet and pooped in chaotic lumps.
Cotton, she was a dog, not your [wife, not that little sycophant Charlie who wipes your nose and poops in the corner whenever you side-eye him. Marigold was… ah, well, yes, here we are again, exiled in your crotchless brackets.]
[Grow up, Cotton.]
It’s like being chided by Oscar Wilde.
[It’s like being judged by Miss Piggy. You’re being bitchy today, Cotton. This is about Marigold — excuse me, Augustinia.]
Augustinia. Yes. Why such a large dog, Shoshana? She was a mastodon.
She was sweet. She had a gentle presence. Even when she was breaking vases and pooping in the shower. Her eyes.
She killed my favorite shoes. Do you know how much I paid–
Yes, you’ve told me. Many times. And now she’s gone. You can buy new shoes.
Yes, she was. But she was ours.
But in all probability.
The dog — an ugly Newfoundland Dalmation cross who came to us with the usual paperwork (though we determined early on that she was probably not quite as ugly as we first suspected) — may have become so attuned to our daily peccadillos that she died the day after Christmas. Her heart was very large. Unfortunately large. I wish we had known.
[You miss her, don’t you? Cotton? Dammit, Cotton, not] again.
Unofficially, yes. I miss her a little.